I've written two blogs to date. One was pre divorce and while I was still doing my best to be a good mormon. One was post divorce and post giving up the mormon church. I've done my best to move on, on both accounts. The first blog was so naive, it is painful to go back and read. The second blog is so angry and full of hate that I made it private. Lets just say that I've struggled with some very dark times, and that I'm moving on. Let's face it, we all deal with crap in life. I got dealt a bad hand, and it really threw me for a loop, I'm on the rebound now, and I hope this blog will be both free from the anger and frustration of the divorce and split from the faith of my birth and will be a platform I can use to simply share whatever the hell is on my mind.
I may post to this blog once a day, hour, week, year, whatever I feel like. I've really changed in the last few years, and I want to share my ideas with others. Whether others will ever read my blog, well, that remains to be seen. Either way, the rule is there is no rule about anything. I just hope to keep this free from the struggles I'm working to completely put behind me.
With that paltry introduction, I've got some energy drinks that need to be mixed with some vodka, since I have the day off tomorrow, and I have a lot of Modern Warfare 2 to play. Check back, I just might post something interesting.
- me
